So apparently along with lyme I have something yucky called ehrlichiosis. I guess that it makes sense but I still find myself questioning everything. I am taking 3 antibiotics Monday-Friday with the weekends off for three weeks, then a week off. The whole thing has me feeling yucky—tired, nauseas, bored. I want a job. I have moments of everything is going to be okay and moments of am I going to feel like this forever? I have always been the kind of person that is fearful of the unknown. Could I get cancer, could my parents get cancer, will my boyfriend be in a car wreck, will my little brother get hurt, etc etc etc. This is a whole knew unknown. Will the antibiotics work? Should I try something else? It’s aggravating. I do still have a lot of positive thoughts for the future.
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